Dear diary,
I’ve been thinking a lot about skeptics and how much energy I have been using up trying to help them believe. I feel drained. I struggle to figure out how to talk to them. But, I recently realized that it is not my responsibility to help them see. My purpose is to help lost souls heal.
When I am with a soul who crosses over to the light, it’s like I am filled with light myself and I feel more alive than ever. So why would I spend my energy on something that drains me? I still want what is best for everyone. There will always be a part of me that wants to help people see what I see, so that they too can feel alive. And I don’t mean see “ghosts” – I mean see what life and death are really about.
Life is a series of lessons we learn to grow and evolve our higher consciousness. We live a life of isolation from the source so that we can experience emotions as individuals and learn to find our way back. Many find this difficult to grasp, with reason. You may continue to have trouble grasping this concept until you start to become an observer of your own life.
What happens when we die?
When we die, our soul returns to the source, or higher consciousness, where all are connected through pure love and light. Where time and space do not exist. The source is God – the collective consciousness of all beings.
Some human beings have many unresolved emotions or traumas, or very strong ones that they believe define them. This creates in them a false sense that they do not deserve to go back to the light. So when they die, their soul remains here on Earth, in the 4th dimension. Essentially, they become humans without bodies, holding on to emotions they had when they were alive. They become lost. Like someone who is lost in a forest, with no sense of direction. Some seek help in any way they can. Others choose to build their shelter in the forest and stay put, until help arrives.
The thing is, healing our traumas and emotions while we are living helps us find peace so that we cross over when we die, as it should be. Would that mean then, that those who don’t heal are lost souls even in life? Then, my purpose widens.
Maybe if I tell the stories of the souls I help cross over… Just maybe, I can help the living.
